::death::

in the silence of the night, i search for you.. in the bliss of dawn, i long for you.. in the midst of my laughter, i miss your smiles..

i can't find you anymore. i run all day long.. searching. searching for that familiar face. the face that used to greet my mornings. the face that captivates my heart. but you -- you're gone. and you're nowhere to be found. the familiar places doesn't seem too familiar anymore. the usual conversations were so different now. the hobbies that became vices were a lot strange.

the night became too cold for me to bare. the mornings became too gloomy for me to face. the calmness of the sea became raging waves that hit the seashore with a loud noise. the birds are not that cheerful anymore. the flowers never bloomed that way they used to. and the silence. the unfathomable silence that slowly breaks my heart -- the kind that so loudly bangs in my ear like a thunder in a storm. the silence that tears all the joy in me.

never again will i hear your laughter. never again will i wipe those tears. never again will i listen to your voice.