Today, the Lord made me realize that you, indeed, have a life of your own. And nothing - absolutely nothing will I ever do to make you change your schedule, at least, to want to be here.
The song is playing on repeat and I don't mind. My thoughts are all random and I don't care. This is what I want. This is what I feel. This is me.
I am surrounded by people. Should I be with them? I am afraid I might mimic them. It seems that they are pulling me down. Down the drain. Lord, take hold of my hand. Take me out of the pit.
I thought I'd get to take that leap of faith with you. But it seems you took it with them.
I have died everyday waiting for you.
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years.
I'll love you for a thousand more.