and in one fine morning, in my beautiful future,
i'll break your heart.

happiness is an inside job

what if I say that everytime I see you happy, I am aching inside?
#selfish #notobadvibes

"kapag ba nasaktan ka, may karapatan ka na rin na manakit ng iba?"

well that line definitely made me think. ok. i guess that's how far i will go.

more love. more smile.
:)

sana may isang araw na bumaliktad ang mundo.
yung tipong ikaw ay akin at ako ay iyo.
yung parang lahat ng bituin ay nagsasabing tayo.
at tahimik ang lahat at walang magulo.

sana nga may ganun.
kung saang planeta man yun.
kahit isang araw lang.
kahit isang araw lang.

my heart decided on what my mind refused to accept.
<3>

it's almost my birthday!

well, my birthday is just around the corner.. and there -- i can't think of anything i really want as a gift..

but then, i thought, what would i buy if i have all the money i could spend?

and then it started.. hahaha!

1. this bag. (or any bag that can stand on its own)

2. this kind of sandal. (hmmn.. but i like it lesser formal)

3. this mini "i" thing

4. this car or maybe a license first :p

5. or even a unit here

haha! maybe that's a little too much.. when all i really wanted is

a massage

a movie

dinner with friends

balloons!! (lot's of 'em)

flowers :) -- and yes, i don't like them too many.

and cute cupcakes or maybe an ice cream cake :p

... i guess these will really put a smile on my face..
but then.. i have a trip the day after my birthday so i guess i can only have the dinner with friends thing.

haha! not too bad. not too bad at all.

happy birthday, tina! :D

sweet!

I was streaming PNE songs one day and found this sweet song..

Ted Hannah

Para kang kape, di ka nagpapatulog
Parang kagabi, gising ako hanggang tanghali
Di ko nga man lang alam kung sino ka talaga
Kailan kaya kita makikilala

At pano kung nasulat na sa notebook ng tadhana
Ang kwento ng pagibig tungkol sa ating dalawa
Di kaya sayang naman kung hindi natin susundin
Ang nais na mangyari ng tadhana para sa 'tin
Para 'kong tanga, di ko man lang naisip
Na ang pangarap ay maninitiling panaginip
Kung wala akong gawin upang makamtan ka
Paano ka tatama kung di ka tataya

At pano kung may contest na sinet-up ang tadhana
At ang unang pa-premyo ay ang makasama ka
Di kaya sayang naman kung di ko man lang susubukan
Manalo sa pa-raffle ng tadhana

Hahayaan bang mapunta ka na lamang sa iba
Nakwento ko na yata yan sa ibang kanta

At pano kung hindi ako naakit ng tadhana
E di sana ay hindi ako ang iyong sinisinta
Di kaya sayang naman kung di ko man lang susulitin
Ang alay na babae ng tadhana para sa kin

overthinking kills

if only you'll give it a shot
then maybe he'll all be worth it.

if only you'll stop doubting for a while
then maybe something would've happened.

if only  you'll try and loosen yourself a little
then maybe he might just come up and say "hello"

if only.
then maybe.

but then.
there's a whole different story than this poem.

oo, minsan lang naman.